Before i write any lessons, just want to share something about myself.
I have a very dangerous weakness, that ever since i was young, i had already possess it.
Very simply, competition, but not just any kind of competition. Its those kind of competitions where i do not want it, but i have no choice but to "join it". Not my choice but because of the mindsets of others, which naturally creates an atmosphere of competition.
The reason i hate it is because, simply, the effect of losing. I have never won. Yet it is not about winning or losing which i really care, more so the effect of it. I'm sure most of you agree with me, not everything is about winning, winning and winning. Definitely we have lost many times already! But sadly, as i said, it is a weakness for me. Many things have i done before which i do not continue anymore, neither do i want to mention it, for it brings back too many hurts. It was all caused by this particular weakness.
I guess this blog will be my fighting point to overcome that weakness. There are many people who can extremely better than me in all these 'psychological' stuff, i can even recommend them for you, still, why then do i continue? No matter how terrible you think it is, simple and contains no specific meaning for you, find it boring whatsoever, i am determined to continue, no matter the circumstances. Because ultimately, my main aim is still to inspire and to encourage others. But as a secondary aim, is to overcome different weaknesses of mine, what i shared its just an example of many.
I pray that none of you will catch this weakness.
mercy out,
wai leem
p/s: to those who realize that you have done a certain thing to discourage me, don't worry, i forgive you, sometimes it's critical to receive discouraging comments to push you forward. Although i'm not asking you to keep it up(because if you are too used to it, something people cannot take it, but fortunately for you, I'm a very easy-going person), I'm still glad that i know you as a friend!
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Hey, whatever it is, i still like your blog. and absolutely i can't wtite anything ike 'physcological' stuff!~ and i'll end of confused with myself.
So keep going on, try your best, it's not a matter about winning or losing.Just do it, try your best, only we will improve.
And Snoopy has a quote which inspired me:
"I feel sorry for a person who has to win in everything"
You'll overcome your weakness someday. the effect of losing will make people stronger, and to strive and work.
Good luck!
thanks so much, really encouraged me.
I like that quote very much too.
its not easy to overcome a weakness..okayy,i guess dats not very encouraging..oopss..but everyone has their own weakensses..mine is forgiving and forgetting..sure i say i forgive..on the outside it looks ok,but inside sometimes when i think back abt the problem,i get a lil pissed again..c,dats not total forgive and forgetting ryte?argh man! i noe GOd has forgiven my sins totally n i shld do the same, but still..yeahh..haha
i guess it takes lotsa prayer and some time=)
i'll pray for u 2..with God all things are possible..u can overcome it..i noe u can..wid Jesus..
love,
estt
PS is my forgiving-and-forgetting-thingy even a weakness?oops *blurr sryy