Tears and Joy

When your heart is open for someone you love,
you are taking a risk in getting hurt,
really badly.
It never helps knowing that you'll get hurt.
Sometimes you just have to endure it.

I'm tired of being strong.
I know I can't go on but I want to tell you that I will do it for you,
because you are special and I love you.
Days never come by easy.
They say it'll get easier but I don't see that day coming at all.
There has to be some hope at least,
I'm sure.

Love,
Lainie.

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Once upon a time, we used to share our laughter over little things.
Thoughts about anything under and perhaps beyond the sun.
That smile that never fail to make my day and also
The love that you have so willingly poured out on me so abundantly.

I still wish upon a star every night that everything will be fine.

I still wish.

Love,
Lainie.

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Have you ever felt so disappointed to a point where you think no one  can do anything about it? Not even your best friend or your partner or anyone else for that matter can make you feel better. It sucks doesn't it?
Well I'm glad that that part of the week is over and I'm back to being, me.

I may not be the best person but I am not the worst.

Love,
Lainie.

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Recently it's been a little bit tougher than usual I must say. With the finals towering over me and everything else. The getaway wasn't much help but it did ease a little of that much piled up burden. Will update on my holiday later. Can't find the camera cable at the moment.

So we had Children's Day in Cw today. There were helium balloons
EVERYWHERE. So fun right?! Makes me feel like a kid once again. =)

They had me tied with 2 helium balloons. A baby blue and a white!

And all the musicians were tied with helium balloons too! See how happy Timot is with his.

Led the kids into worship with Brenda this morning and I must say, keep up the good work. Don't worry about all the mistakes, let the mistakes worry for itself! Just do your best. =)

Thanks for being all ears when I need you and the company that is just priceless. Starbucks got me broke. Lol. Thanks loads, M. And for someone who is across the globe, rest assured he's taken care of.

For Jared and Adam, thanks for cheering me up with your squeaky voices [effect of inhaling helium gas]. You guys never fail to amuse me.

Love,
Lainie.

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Sometimes just one reason can keep you going.

To live, to love and to impact.

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When dreams are dashed, I just want to sit there and just die.
Thanks for the hurt and pain, maybe I'll just rot here for awhile.
Perhaps, that's a great and wonderful idea.

Love,
Laine in pain.

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