I think it's Jocelyn. Yeah, it must be Jocelyn Khoo Pei Lin. I'm in love with Paramore. Jocelyn! You infested me with your Paramore! Now I wanna get their album, Brand New Eyes. I blame you! Now it's CrushCrushCrush and Brick By Boring Brick all the way for me, till I get it memorised. I know what your response would be "awesome posom".
Ah, Paramore. Sweet.
"She lives in a fairytale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind"
All good things must come to an end but I don't want this to end, never ever. It's been the ups and downs for me since the first day of the year and it's getting pretty intense. Wish I knew what to do.
People say there's always something to look forward to even in the midst of all the mess, pain and anguish. I wish I will find that too.
Tears I shed cannot substitute what I feel inside or make the situation better, yet, in vain I still do.
Matthew 5:4
Blessed are those who mourn,
For they shall be comforted.
If you're wondering why it's been such a long time since the last time I posted up my recording, well I wasn't satisfied with the one I worked on for over a month with my teacher so I threw the idea out the window about posting it up here.
Here's my latest. I still think I could have done better but this is what I have Enjoy!
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why
Slow it down, make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much, yeah it's a lot to be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love 'cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs and synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows, they've got a ticket to the show
Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why
I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
I want my money back, I want my money back
I want my money back, just enjoy the show
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
What we feel, taste, heart, see and smell is ours. Yet, sometimes what we feel affect those around us.
School's started and the usual resumed from last year with just a few minor changes. The big minor change was our form teacher. I was shocked to see Mr. Michael coming into our class on the first day of school, he never taught us so why appearing now right? Apparently he has taken over Mr. William for English and Cik Ashikin as our form teacher. Our class is too much to handle? Perhaps so.
I missed the first 2 days of morning watch in CF room and I finally got to go this morning. I really missed you guys It's good to be back. Can't wait for CF this Friday.
Jo Fan, I am ready for your jokes, lame or plain dumb but I am sure most of them will be just plain dumb.
I suddenly have a sudden urge to hug my girlfriends. I shall hug you girls tomorrow, first thing when I see you all in class. Brace yourselves!
So this is a brand new year. That was quick. So I'm leaving all the old &bad behind and moving forward. We always say that don't we, but do we really do it? I'm really hoping this year would be my fresh start I'm depending on God, and not myself, so Amen to that.
For those who are starting the year in a new place, all the best yea! May the Lord's shower you with His blessings and anointing always. Be safe.
It's good to be back. Can't wait for CF this Friday.
May the Lord's shower you with His blessings and anointing always. Be safe.