Monthly Archives: January 2010

Form 4 life is gonna be thrilling.

...because so many things are unknown, so many things are new, and every problem seems to fall on you.

Its the sweet 16 year and its also the year of going through the roller coaster ride.

Yesterday's Gerko day was the first Gerko I've ever participated in (as a helper), instead of visiting its stalls accompanied by two or three giggling friends. This was the first time I went around ambushing people instead of being ambushed by others.

And, even though it was hectic, but it was pretty fun.

Like I said, Form 4 life is gonna be so darn thrilling. Can't wait.

Bad to worse?

The most recent ominous event (which I'm sure you all know what it is) is a bad beginning for the year 2010.

Let's hope this country doesn't evolve to Iran, it'll be a CS turned to reality.

Some people refuse to see the sense, with the mindset that violence is the way to paradise - that violence is the way to solve it all. Where is the truth in that? Most importantly, where is the darn sense in that?

They assume the 'A' belongs to them, but shouldn't it be the other way round, that the people belong to 'A'? Who is more almighty, come on lah, it won't take you a second to guess.

And, with incidents like this happening, what the heck is the use of our so-called '1Malaysia'? The government can go all out to support this, but not everyone is willing to comply. As expected, of course.

A funny thought struck me. Our school is CHS (hint : C.) Should we start bringing in metal detectors? (: LOL.

Perhaps there’s more than that to life.

Life is not all about going, "Oh, I chipped my nails, and the world is going to end in 3 minutes."

If life was like that, the universe would be in chaos already.

My sister is studying medical. When she was young, she always changed her ambitions, from a policewoman to a vet to something odd. My brother who is doing economics and law has no idea what he really likes and what he really wants to do.

But for me, ever since I was 6, I had decided what I liked, and I had decided what kind of field I wanted to work in when I was grown up.

That's what life is about - chasing your dreams - accepting challenges - meeting new people . Hating, loving, wondering - being alive.

I'll cut the story short.

I don't know why the heck I am in Science stream.

: )

In the holidays I complain that I want to return to school, when I return to school I want to remain in the holidays.

How ironic is it.

Anyway, Form 4 is the time when everyone gets separated from their respective classes and gets shuffled by the idiotic school administrators. Never will I forget the moment of immense anticipation when looking at the boards near the pejabat.

My class this year is an odd concoction of lalas, gangsters, Aclasspeople, Bclasspeople, etcetc...

And yeah, cliches. We stay with our own friends. You stay with your friends I stay with my friends. I don't know you you don't know me they don't know us. Naturally, I'm not happy at the school administrators for placing me in this class. And a lot of people agree with me too.

I've even thought about switching stream, because the going is getting tough. Besides, art has always been a passion of mine. Why not pursue it. The thing is, learning Sciences has its own advantages, regardless of how stupid it may sound. And then there's the thing about satisfying one's parents. But still, one can dream about switching stream and having fun while everyone crams their head for a Chem test.

Ah well...the ironies of life continue...